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    November 01

    寂寞空城

         每当夜晚,紊乱的荷尔蒙便如同那焦躁与彷徨的酒精飘荡在城市的上空,人们流浪在寂寞的空城之中,底蕴与历史迷失在纸醉金迷之中...这不是成都。不太喜欢慕容雪村笔下的成都,它将沿海的浮华与颤栗生拉活扯地植入这座千年老城里。

        不是确定一定以及肯定的否定,老成都也无法挣脱这个时代的主题,也会在开放与发展中空虚寂寞。。。

        毕业后的彷徨与苦闷,让人很幼稚地想去讨论什么是生活。。。帅的掉渣捡起来后又想丢掉的事业单位,轻松的如退休般的工作生活环境,不多不少不腐朽有如鸡肋的工资奖金...

         青春的躁动与闷骚,让我觉庸俗得觉得生活就TMD是个女人,梦想往往很丰满,现实却很骨感。生活的闲散与安逸就像一个漂亮的妹子,用那酥胸小手靠着你抱着你,尤其在那娇滴滴的川味儿细语后,梦想与追求瞬间如全身般松软,像嗑了一粒粒蓝色的小药丸,沉醉在这种生活意识形态中,到了最后变成了“成都,是一座来了就不想离开的城市”...这时才明白身体的空虚驻留,才是对心灵流浪最诙谐幽默的讽刺。

         很佩服那些流浪在沿海发达地区的朋友,他们用执拗的倔强推开了那温存的嫩手,去追求淋漓精致的解脱。我再一次庸俗的想用女人的比喻去诠释他们的生活,可惜发现无法去修饰与形容,那是一种对生命的呐喊,对事业的追求,对命运的不妥协;抑或可以低俗地说不过是想看看那低胸诱惑的繁华...

         流浪是需要代价的,久了,一样会觉得是呆在寂寞的围城里,

         但那时的心却是盈满的,丢失的不过是骨感生活里的虚荣与痛苦。

         很喜欢那温存那娇嫩的小手,

         有一天,我想轻轻推开它

         步履蹒跚地去无疆行走

         去体验被丝袜与吊带包裹的浮华

         去感受大千世界的婆娑与魅惑...

         这时我想自己会明白,

         离开成都,

         推开的不是小手,而是寂寞

    Comments (10)

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    Jiwrote:
    为什么要推开,哎。。。
    5 Nov.
    玄 勾wrote:
    道儿,用你的温柔去跟小手一起玩推手呗 ,顺便多摸几只手, 婆娑与魅惑,丝袜与吊带,不都是为了体验里里外外 上上下下的快感吗,围城效应近在生理,远在心理。
    3 Nov.
    Stephenwrote:
    推不推开小手无所谓,出来瞎混也莫意思
    2 Nov.
    不错不错,年轻的时候是应该走出家门四处闯荡一番。呆在浮华中的结局,是跟着这种浮华一同走向毁灭。
    1 Nov.
    yingjie liuwrote:
    我推得不是手,推的是寂寞;流浪的不是形骸,流浪的是寂寞
    1 Nov.
    一舟 叶wrote:
    那双小手应该拉紧一点,而不是推开,成都有个毛的寂寞!你太瞥了
    1 Nov.
    一舟 叶wrote:
    当你有一天离开了,你会想念成都的如云美女,灯红酒绿。国内外,我走了那么多城市,成都算上乘,一点不偏心
    1 Nov.
    骁 刘wrote:
    那我就是,总有一天我会回到成都的!
    1 Nov.
    yingjie liuwrote:
    回复舟舟:你的评论是对我最好的肯定,也是我现实的心情,总有一天我会离开的成都的!
    1 Nov.
    一舟 叶wrote:
    写的好。不过道儿,这篇是你自己写的文章??我不相信
    1 Nov.

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